Well.here's my first post.

bt it doesn't means a nice and good beginning in this post.

I'm want goin to shout out what i like now.

Since that day.i'm nw lack of confident to many one of yours.

I knw.i should not too hasty.and i dunno what did i think that time.

your should knw.Ireally didnt means want to hurt anyone.I didnt!!

bt why i'm still done the same thing and do wrong once n once.Why?

I'm freakin worst nw !!!!

I'm so so soooo sorry about that.

I know too.it's happened.and i cant change what ady.

Bt i'm really LOST ! and FAILED .exactly.

your are very very hate n mad on me now.i knw that.

NOT!! is i should knw after i done it.bt WHY DIDNT me?

Yr're showing how's your're friend n how your care.

Bt i  really doesn't means i didnt do wrong.I admit !!!

that's all my wrong !!

and now i had nothing to say.

Bt what can your do is keep scolding n swear.

whatever you guys want to do and like to say.

i want to think positively.bt can I?

i'm hurt too.

your keep scolding me at my back n say the bad words.without consider my feeling at all.

I'm fear.when saw you guys nw.I'll escape.

I was just like a stupid coward nw.

I just dunno how to express what i wish to say out.

I just dunno the best method to solve the prob.

I just hasty and make the decision without any frens know it

What's wrong with me???

I'm exhausted too.

That's rite.i'm bcome gloom be sad now.

How many confident still your have to me?

6year friend will get lost since that day too?

you guys still will mad of me till the end?

and I'll still live in swear ?

and I had cause many of your trouble and bother.

Sorry.really sorry.

My lovely sista.

I'm very sorry too bcos didnt tell your anything i'm thinking.

I do know what still can i say.

Lastly,

Now,Got how many can understand me and standing bside of me?

Girls.thanks very much.

I really nid your support very much.hugs*

Numb!!!!!

Dont and mind ! i hope i can do it too.

burst into tears.

Another me.disappear pls.

I want to be the one ME just like before.

S.her